It is amazing how a blast from the past can make one so motivated.......seeing a old friend or reconnecting with a family member after many years can truly give you, me a boost. Normally I would not write about my current personal life but to day I must I spoke to a family member last night and we connected on a level that brought me to tears .
I was reminded of how we were before I started on the path that allowed no one to love me not even myself, we spoke and both had a emotional moment but the entire conversation made me realize that yesterday is gone and the current is what matters. SOME MAY ASK HOW IS ANY OF THIS RELEVANT TO LIVING IN REALITY WELL............ I speak on choices and decisions that conversation last night was my reality check it brought a new direction to how i effected the ones I love.
You see when the consequences of my actions finally came to the forefront and the verdict was passed down I may have been the one doing the actual physical prison time but the ones who loved me did each and every day with me in there hearts and in there minds.
If I HAD MADE BETTER DECISIONS I WOULD HAVE NEVER CAUSED THEM SO MANY SLEEPLESS NIGHTS NOR WOULD I HAVE STOLEN THE TEARS. I want everyone to realize that whether you are a youth or a adult the decisions we make do not just effect us they effect the ones who love us the most.
SO IN CLOSING I ASK THAT EACH AND EVERYONE OF YOU WHO READ THIS "THINK BEFORE YOU ACT AND SPEAK " BECAUSE THE OUTCOME OF YOUR ACTIONS CAN AND WILL EFFECT SOMEONE OTHER THAN YOU........
IN GODS GRACE AND MERCY I PRAY FOR YOU ALL
MIKE
P.S.THANK YOU COUSIN
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