OK, I am writing rather late this morning well , late for me 7 a.m. i really don't sleep very well i go to bed early and wake up around 3:30 or 4:00 a.m. {on a good day lol} and the reason for this is my dreams it is as if i am haunted by the ghosted of bad choices. Seriously it is becoming a issue i pray for a restful night and it just does not come.
I can only attribute this to my conscience. Regret and remorse are two feelings that we all may feel at some point in our lives but to what extent? That is were you come in i keep on saying how the decisions of yesterday effect the outcome of the new day and of days to come.
I have to be honest that i become frustrated when i see and hear some young adults act as if bad behavior is just a phase they are going thru and in some cases it is however, it still does not make it acceptable. I stress in each message either on the computer or at a event the choices are what determines the future and yet sometimes i feel like i am preaching to the choir.
I have to wonder if I had made better decisions would i sleep better , would my memories be of a comfortable nature? I don't know about you but for me I think so but whats done is done and there is no sense harping on the past I can only change what is ahead of me . That is why I started this mission to effect lives in a positive way other than devastate and terrorize, that was the old me and if you are doing those type of things that can be the old you but the only one who can do that for you is.........YOU THUR YOUR ACTIONS AND REMEMBER FAITH IS ACTION. My thought and prayer is that all those in this category stop and think is all this worth a visit from the dream demon?
I pray that the lord comes into the mind and body of all those in need today.
mike
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