taking responsibility part 2

MY PUBLICIST IS GONNA KILL ME FOR ALL CAPS BUT THIS IS THE MOOD I AM IN!!!!!!!
TODAY IS THE DAY BEFORE EASTER,YESTERDAY WAS THE DAY THAT MY LORD AND SAVIOR GAVE HIS LIFE SO I COULD LIVE MINE AND YET SOME SO CALLED MEN/CHRISTIANS WHO PUT ON SUCH A GOOD SHOW ACT LIKE JUDAS .
I AM OLD SCHOOL TO THE FULLEST LOYALTY IS WHAT MAKES THE MAN WHEN HE IS LOYAL TO HIMSELF AND SPEAKS THE TRUTH NO DOUBT CAN COME IN THE PICTURE .
I AM CURRENTLY DEALING WITH SO MANY TYPES OF PEOPLE AND EMOTIONS IN MY PERSONAL LIFE THAT MY HEAD IS SPINNING.
TAKE RESPONSIBILITY.............. MAN UP , MOVE ON WHAT EVER IT TAKES JUST DO IT!!!
I AM FED UP WITH THE FACT THAT SO MANY IN THIS WORLD THAT PLACE BLAME ON OTHER PEOPLE INSTEAD OF TAKING A GOOD HARD LOOK AT THEMSELVES.
I REALIZE THIS WORLD IS FULL OF UP'S AND DOWNS AND MULTIPLE PERSONALITIES
WHAT I DO NOT GET IS THE THOUGHT PROCESS OF TODAY'S YOUTH WHEN THE EXAMPLE SET AT HOME IS BUILT ON HATE THEN WHAT DO YOU EXPECT RIGHT?
ANGER COMES INTO MY MIND WHEN I SEE KIDS ACTING AS IF THEY ARE GANGSTERS AND THUGS ESPECIALLY WHEN THEY LIVE IN THE SUBURBS. ARE YOU SERIOUS!!!!!!!!!!!! I LAUGH AND LAUGH.
IT 'S UNFORTUNATE BECAUSE THEY HAVE NO IDEA WHAT THEY ARE PORTRAYING IS A NIGHTMARE TO THE MEN WHO REALLY ARE GANGSTERS AND THUGS AND WHO SEE NO LIGHT OR HAVE NO AMBITION TO CHANGE ONCE AGAIN ARE YOU SERIOUS.
GOD HAS A FUNNY SENSE OF HUMOR THANK GOD FOR COMIC RELIEF THAT'S WHAT THESE THUGS IN TRAINING PROVIDE LITTLE SOFT DUDES OR COTTON CANDY GANGSTERS AS SOME I KNOW CALL THEM .
ONCE AGAIN I SAY MAN UP BE WHO YOU ARE NOT THE DUDE YOU SAW ON THE LAST GANGSTER FLICK YOU WATCHED BECAUSE THE REAL WORLD AND SOCIETY VIEWS YOU AS A JOKE AND A CLOWN. HOW'S THAT FOR REALITY!!!!!
THANK YOU GOD FOR THE ONES WHO SHOW ME WHAT NOT TO DO IN LIFE
MIKE